( die fast )

Everything will be okay in the end, if it's not okay, then it's not the end.

oh.

Oh god. Oh mom. Oh, whatevers the most powerful thing in this or any other universe. Please, take me back. I dont want to be born in here. I dont want to know all these people. I want nothing.

damn, its so kwl to live alone. no one bothers u, u r free to do whatever u want whenever u want.

gosh, im so enjoin it

Yay im dating Dani again!









...no ofc not. just rote it for lulz.

actually im missing sever so much that doubt can date any1 again.

hope all the peeps i like r much better than i am.

cheers pals.

Iconic retro brands possess strong currency right now. The latest hails not from the annals of fashion or apparel but from the world of toys - we're talking about LEGO, the multi-colored building bricks that we all grew up with. While LEGO is still one of the top children's toy brands, it is spontaneously morphing into a credible street brand, adopted by Gen Y hipsters who still nurture happy memories of playing with the blocks as kids. It's part of a bigger trend, which has seen other iconic mostly 80s brands such as Reebok enjoy unexpected revivals.



LEGO has been appearing in all sorts of unlikely applications from watches to cameras, bags and belts, to usb sticks, mobile phones and even cupcakes. Our favorites include a recent ad for hot fashion house Lanvin, which used color-spray guns made from LEGO in a recent campaign and adorable LEGO fashion show video by Jean-Charles de Castelbajac which cast LEGO figures as fabulous high fashion catwalk models.



We can only imagine what will be next. Lego for Louis Vuitton, perhaps? Marc Jacobs bags and Lego - a match made in heaven. Or LEGO sunglasses - it's a cult hit waiting to happen. - Laura Demasi

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Just wondering how many people of my age (18-20) are totally into Bonnie Tyler's music? I doubt that much ((

Today i went to see CSS one more time, in NYC. And again, the warming up bands were much better performing than CSS along. They had more drive, more rave and more fun. Especially the todays hit band Ssion, geez i promise to post a video of them, thats hilarious. The reason im writting this is that i was desiding whether i should go this time or not, so finally i went to Webster Hall. So what do you think? La la la after the crazy ending of the show their drummer threw up in the air his drums and i caught one of them :D Yeeee!

Today i went to Los Angeles Universal Studio. Well that was pretty exciting, especially the studio experience tour where i was taken all around the placed where the movies were actually shot. But the 2 major discoveries i made today are:
1) krustyland does exist
2) Humberto Ramos is a gorgeous artist

About the second one, i went to marvel place to get some original comics for my addicted to pop-culture friends and ended buying 2 spiderman issues: the original one and one of the latest, designed by Humberto Ramos. Geez, u should c that urslf, i think hes illustrations do spiderman better then the original still pop-art illustrations:



His neck is pure sex. I luv that pic. Here are some links: one and two.

p.s. krustyland was freaking awesome. u should go there some other daii
p.p.s i made the index mistake in the post subject for matter - pider in russian means faggot. thats a common mispronounciation mistake for russians, once ive even seen a tee with a picture of spiderman and caps-locked title "PIDER MAN" xD

I think it is.

Anyway i went today to San Francisco Museum of Modern Art for an hour right before it closed and that was disgustingly awesome. I really like modern art and that was a lifesaving bit of it. Have nothing else to say, jut got a couple of nice books there as well. "Ants Have Sex In Your Beer" by David Shrigley is way too genius:

gief plx /// zavernite vseh

Well its 2 am now and im sitting on the floor with my laptop lying next to me. And here are the papers everywhere, i need to sort them out before the flight. And im in a really sad mood walking through the pages of this new ONU yearbook. Well i had great time living there anyway and all the good things have come to an end. And that tune playing all nite @ my place... Id like to ask something starting with "why" but nothing comes to my mind, i cant formulate with words what i feel right now... Ill leave it for you guys, u do feel the same, right?

2 days to...



the funniest thing is the reason y im going there. a couple of years ago i went to malta and met some russian dude there, then gave him my email. about a month ago he has sent me a message xD well took some time, yeah. he said he has moved to states and, luckily, im staying there as well so i can visit him. hell yeah, im finally going to some warmer place - its been snowing a bit over the past 2 days.

switch off the freaking winter plx kk

No i mean really. More and more often i just feel like dying from disability to do something. To do something that WOULD change this dying world. Didnt u notice yet? I bet in 15 years we all be dead.

Lord, please don't forsake me
In my Mercedes Benz
All the riches and the ruins
Now we all know how that story ends

P.S. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jokela_school_shooting

World without Beck makes no sense!


WWBD?

So i had so much going on over the last... month?

Tonite we had J.K.'s birthday party. Eventually we've destroyed his house and moveover he smashed his head on the door and was taken to the hospital (hope hes okay now). Erm, then we went to another party house and continued there... some dude trued to rape me... my jeans and t-shirt is now fucked up, my friends krisha puked 3 times during an hour, emily is still not layed and chewbacca is still a virgine xD niko has broke his phone, and we've run out of fags at around 11 pm and of beer around 1 am...

Ya know... that was an awesome nite!

Oh gosh i could not have such experiese in fcuking eu. EU SUCKS AMERCIAN BALLS. Sucks badly. To be hones, russia sucks badly as well. Oh, i luv da states.

p.s. trying to break with virtual reality. no more lam for me. no more blogs/games/anything virtual for me. only rave&sex&alcohol.

Ok so i got some stupid viruses a couple of days ago. And i couldnt go to the Internet. Actually i couldnt do almost anything. And then my windows wont start at all. So i had to format the hard drive... and yeah, ive lost all i had - like movies, music, video clips and other stuff... but now i have VISTA!!! Free MS Vista. No idea wots that about, but i feel im starting to like it.

And yeah, i love it here. Especially the morning fog. Its AWESOME!!!!111111neoneoneleven

HELL YEAH! A LUV DAT CONTRY! And i like zis ppl!!!

...im gonna tell ya a secret - ive smoken a dozen sigarets today. amazing. luv dat as well

Holy fuck! I rly DONT WANNA GO BACK. Now i can clearly c dat not only russia, whole freaking europe sucks. Now states IS the place where people ARE happy. They dont have migraine, dont suffer from lack of sleep or other stuff. They know HOW to have fun. And here is everything made for students. Like, wtf, one of the mails i got on my school mail said to bring MTG cards(if u got these), coz they hold local school tournaments.

WUT?WUT?WUT?
MTG CHAMPIONSHIP???
GOSH!!!!!!!!!!!

Still feels weird.

Cant believe that.

My 28th of August lasted for 33 hours. Insane.
But i made it. Got only 1 month thought :(
Still ill take as much as i can from it ///

And... dunno. I feel so weird. Was checking dani's accounts again. I might be still touched by him. Cant let him go. Hes broken up with his bf for some georgian(???) m8. And severs back from tunis. Then why does it feel so bad?

No one. Ever. Fucking ever. Frightened me with a gun. Yeah a real gun. He said hed shoot my brians off. Omfg. I want thrid world war. I want russia to be destroyed.

A new tag in my livejournal and my life. Lets go for SEVER.

If u have known me for a while, you should know my family. Thats the post for those who dont.

Im sick of them. All of them, deadly sick. Especially these days.

My mom - shes nervous. She easily goes crazy about every little mistake i or any1 around her makes. This pisses me off. Im more kind of a calm, pathetic person. Whenever something goes wrong i prefer to sit down and think it over for a while. But with her fucking histerics she prevents me from doing this. Again and again. And today again. i wanna /quit

My dad. Oh, wait, iver never seen him.

My stepdad. Erm, even though ive seen him for the last time half an hours ago, the last time i talked to him was around 3 or 4 years ago.

My grandmom made several tries to kill my mom some years ago.

Another grandmom is hilariosly right. U know, doing everything in the way it should be done, this is so laame.

Im sick of all of them. Is there a way for me not to become mental in this life?

It was my bday yesterday. Oh right, u might already guess - it was the worst bday ever. EVER IN MY FUCKING LIFE.

HELP ME OUT

did you ever try to recreate
past events all caught up in your head
copies can be such an empty fix
dreams left on an infinite repeat

cant believe i'm sitting next to you
outside trains they keep on passing by
see the sunlight captured in your hair
see the sunlight captured on your neck

your face a sample in my head
it refrains every day
like waves do
like waves do

if i could wipe you from my mind
i'd do it straightaway
like waves do
like waves do

i'm running headlong into night
just to wipe you from my mind
like waves do
so help me to

We need no more then a minute to find someone distinct, an hour to start to like him or her, a day to fall in love with and whole life to forget them.